Four Four Day

It's been a long time. Then again it's always a long time before I update this thing because Sweater Weather is so much more fun to update. All I need to do to discuss my day is reblog something because it sounds similar to what I'm going through...

See that is a lot easier to convey than writing a long blog post about my life... because seriously I'm soooo boring.

I've done nothing but watch documentaries as well write as much as I can. Any way to get out some of this 'artistic creativity that is bursting inside' as I was told. With not feeling good enough to go out and take photos and not wanting to deal with paint fumes.

Once again I haven't touched my cell phone, I really don't care. It sounds awful but contact with the outside world is so exhausting. 

I did however manage to go to Target to get another copy of Divergent since my book won't be back for a while and I love to compare the movie to book. Plus as weird as it sounds for once I like the movie cover more than the original. I think it' Tris's tattoo that just makes me love it so much.

                           I need a new tattoo...     Good thing it's my birthday soon.

And we aren't even going into that except that my sister sent me the most beautiful bracelet that made me cry when I opened it because I realized how much I miss her and our time together.

Until then I'm going to my nice little book world. I'm still mourning the loss of my book sereies...

and trying to get myself to start a new one... Life as a bookworm is so hard.

Be Brave

Hello Again.

No time no blog.

I can't say much at the second considering it's three in the morning and I really would like a little more sleep even after my nap and going to bed before Eliana (how embarrassing!)

Currently I am in her nursery as I'm supposed to be sleeping but that isn't going to happen. Since coming to Texas I saw a man at my gate get carried away by guards and driven off LAX property, had an asshole who had middle seat get bumped out when the man in the isle and I switched his seat cushion to one that had spilled coffee all over it. Had maintenance issues and sat on the tarmac for what felt like forever before making it to the Dallas Fort Worth area.

So far I have seen all the kids, most my cousins and my aunt and uncle. Apparently my grandmother isn't up for guests and doesn't even want to speak to her kids for the most part. Isabel drew me a picture that is now safely in my wallet, Kiki carried around 'fake Karma' and told everyone about her new movie and Elli is so close to walking it's not even funny.

She was also very grumpy and gave me nothing but glares all lunch time and I thought for sure I was a dead man just based on all my horror movie knowledge but she has since warmed up to me and I get giant smiles.

But honestly I was so exhausted I don't remember much of anything.

Here are my lovely documentation of the day!

Speaking of the sweet baby she just woke up
and Izzy has school in three hours. Cheers!

The Hermit Experience

Okay I've always been a hermit but I took it to a new level these past few weeks.

At first it was unintentional and then I realized I just really liked not having my cell phone with me for hours at a time, or that a computer is just a place where sound comes from so I can read.
Up until two days ago I hadn't even watched television.

I've painted, written quite a few things, scrapbooked half my book and even cleaned out my closet.

There are zero photos on my phone and only three conversations going on in my texts (only for things such as planning) I booked a random text to Texas and began rereading my last book series.

I think I like this way of life.

My sleep is still off but I'm getting more then enough of it, my stomach is getting butterflies because of someone, I go to my appointments and I'm happy. 

More then I can say I was a week or two ago.

Roses are red and Easter is pastel...

The end of February has come which means the end of Valentines craziness.

I'm so not ready for easter. 

The passing of an era

It's done. It's finally over. After a month long marathon of Dexter dad has finished the show. Granted he wiki'ed the ending in like season one but it doesn't stop him from not wanting to commit to another TV show for a while. He spent the rest of the night watching one of mom's Katherine Heigl movies.

I on the other hand made us a nice chocolate cake. Maybe I've been reading too much and can't let go of my stories because the entire time my mind was echoing

While dads been busy watching the mass murder that only kills other murders I have been scrapbooking. But not just the normal type I'm working on photos and quotes from the books that have influenced myself. 

“Once you have read a book you care about, some part of it is always with you.”— Louis L’amour

Mom’s off in Seattle spending time with her friend and eating amazing food while I kinda forgot to eat one day and well that was disastrous. Tonight we’re going to attempt some chicken and mushrooms with rice and of course cake and for some reason rice pudding for dessert. It’ll be an adventure. 

My shoulders have been abysmal and I spend a lot of time on the heating pad but it’s not killing my good mood. There’s nothing better than just spending some time to yourself and letting some good vibes in your life.

Just a little obsessed...

Went out and saw my new favorite movie again tonight for the third time in a row. I'm sad it's no longer in theaters and I'll have to wait for the DVD. It was a good way to just be away from life and being taken to this world of magic and best friend bonds. 

I can't imagine having a better few days then giggling in the back row with my aunt or mom over the lead male because (sweet sassy molassy). Now I just need to wait until it's back in my life so I can disappear a little some more. 

I haven't been this in love since TMI.